broken smile

i went through one of the biggest emotional roller coaster of my life few days ago...
it's crazy and unbelievable that how this one person can have such a big impact on me...who can put me in heaven for a sec and pull me down again another minute..
i have always hated the smell of cigarette smoke...but now i am tempted to try and see if it really can makes me feel better.

this and that

Went sightseeing (TRUE!) with a few of my international friends during one of the midnights. 

Went out with a few of my local friends (HAHHAAH) the other night. 

This was taken during one of my afternoon shifts in ripas..when fiqah drew a little heart  on her wrist to match mine <3

Was crazy about Sims3 during my semester break and i was soo bored at home that i decided to talk to siri.

The above photos were taken with a gap of one year in between. Well..can u guess which one is the latest?

Made a collage for Jlo before she went back to Lesotho two weeks ago :')

Did u realize that the person in hospital gown in the middle..is actually a dummy?

Logrolling...and i got to lay on the bed during class that morning!

B-K I-S S-U-P-P-P-P-E-R Y-U-M-M-Y!  :9

Liese Antique Rose Review

Well..wanted to stop coloring my hair but the dark roots are showing. and it's freakingggggg embarassing.

So meaning..it took my hair what..6 months?! to grow only like...2 inches long =(

First time trying an one-star-brightness hair dye from liese and i can safely say that, this is my favourite color so far! haha i think i've said this before when i used raspberry brown six months ago.

But i like the part where my bleached streaks turned a bit reddish. 

took on different days..but doesn't seem to have much difference :S

well...i guess this color will fade reallllllllly soon and i'll have to worry about the dark roots again...so one-star-brightness liese really doesn't work on me either :\

YAY! good things happen when u don't sleep at night!

OMG SO DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I FINALLY FOUND A TOPIC FOR MY REFLECTIVE ASSIGNMENT! ^v^!!!

facetimed syukri in the middle of the night to ask him to help me with my reflective. 

felt more motivated after talking to him and that was when maria txted me and coincidently asked me for ideas for her reflective as well!

forever grateful to have met so many wonderful friends in nursing!

nursing school and work

Parents and close friends have been discouraging me to go to work. I have thought about quitting..but how should i tell my employers and colleagues who have been so patient to me that, i need to stop working for now..
So i just have to be responsible and brave enough to bear with the consequences now.
Give me the strength.