For real

I know i have said this for so many times but i promise i am gonna start updating my blog for real this time..

I just dunno why do i find it so hard now..I have no interest in taking photos..how did i manage to have so many things to blog about every week in the past?

I mostly just stay in my room, watching episodes and episodes of korean dramas. I have all the free time in the world (god knows i won't use the time to study), and i choose to waste it like that. It has been five months since i left Brunei, and i have not been productive and useful at all.

All i think about is to eat, eat, eat and eat. I still can't stop myself from eating even at times when i'm already bloated as hell. It's not about the hunger at all, i just want to eat regardless. Does that make any sense?

It doesn't feel good at all whenever i binge. I really hate myself for that. I dislike how i feel both naked and clothed. 

Fuck you fats and stretch marks, i hate you.

I guess i am just too bored and lonely. ..

I want to change.

I am gonna start exercising and change my diet from tomorrow onwards. 
It's the month of June, i believe it's possible. My favourite month of the year, just in case you didn't know. 

Easter friday and etc

I spent my entire easter holiday in my room alone T_T

On Easter friday, i walked to the Lifetime Lab across the road to hunt for easter egg...alone

Had to pay five euro for this event, so i was forced to complete this quiz in order to get my easter egg...

mr softy!!!!!!

...i got scammed!!! why is it empty inside???!! aren't there supposed to be toys inside?

totally unrelated but i'm too lazy to write a separate post..

look fugly in this photo but who cares, i caught a fish!

funderland

it seems easier to upload video than to write a blogpost now..

attempted to win myself a big teddy bear but failed miserably :<

where have i been to?

feast

arrogant white swan

when you get too bored...

i think this is the best part of a long distance relationship....surprise parcels at your doorsteps..

first attempt in making fishball..failed terribly

he said this is a cny hamper..delivered to me on the first day of cny

and oh..i also unintentionally skipped class and went on a shopping spree on the first day. shit.

attempted to bake cupcakes without cupcake trays...big success...

another feast..

ain's birthday..and ahem...my beautiful cupcakesss

breakfast at tiffany... <3 <3 

attempted to braid my hair

springgggggg but it's still fking coldd

i have to say.. i'm extremely proud of myself of walking back with these groceries from city centre..the journey usually takes 50min 

p.s. i LOVE LOVE LOVE eggplants.

spent 33 euros in total..not bad righttt

Baby come back