i.am.fucking.tired.

I haven't been so busy in my life before.
I took two extra modules this semester and I started working not long ago.
Part time job is nothing new to me. I have worked in various places before so i never expected it to be so difficult to juggle studies and work.

For the weekdays I have to go to ripas for my clinical rotation either in the morning or in the afternoon, and go to work at night. Not to forget i also have classes to attend in some of the mornings.
I now averagely spend 15 hours working/studying/nursing, which means i only spend 9 hours a day in hostel. 9 hours minus a maximum of 6 hours of sleep, all i get is only 3 hours of free time. Of course the free time has to include doing assignments, which is ridiculous if u think i still have the energy and brain juice to complete them.

Well since a backpacking trip is on my new year resolution list, i am doing the best i could to make it happen. The last thing i wanna do is to spend my parents money unnecessarily, for my own satisfaction. And what feels more good than using the money you earn to fulfill your dreams?

However, I am slowly isolating myself from my friends as i hardly have time for them. I am slowly inclining towards the lifestyle of what most people would refer to as 'having no life'.....